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| Who was it that said
That great things come to great men
Well that fucker lied to us. . . .
damn, its been about a month since i've last updated. let's see in the last 3 weeks or so, four good friends of mine stole the school mascot, got caught, and went to court, only to have it post-poned till some time around the beginning of march. talked to one of them recently and he seems to be doing pretty well. hopefully i'll see them before the end of the school year, tho unfortunately none of them will get to walk but i do believe they'll get to graduate. in the last 2 weeks not a whole lot had a happened. just a lot of preparation and thinking went in to that weekend and the following week. went thro 2 "ice storms" or whatever u'd like to call them even tho they weren't really storms. work sux b/c despite the roads being covered in snow and ice they still have us come in and still make the drivers deliver. but don't worry, its not like any of the drivers have anyone that'll miss them if they get in an accident or anything. not. last week, everything in my life changed for the better. well most everything. for valentine's day, i got four of my closest girl-friends a rose. asked one of those four girls to prom via a recording of myself playing a few songs on the guitar. in short she said yes. to put the icing on the cake, the next day i just plain asked her out, and in short, she said yes, again. so for the last week, its been great being around her. hopefully i'll be having many more weeks to come of this. not to sound like a sap or cheesy, but it feels good to have someone who cares for u in that way and to know u've got a little more something to live for. anyways with that being said. i say. take a leap of faith. no matter where u fall, its definitely going to be different from where u were standing. or something like that. | | |
| we can't go out now, she said to me, "it's the time"
she said, "sorry to lead you on, but i'm back where i should be, for the time..."
in the arms of another, so ignore i exist
i'm so used to it, i'm so tired of being pissed
tired of the same lines ,getting over you
to think i just decided that you don't mean shit
i'm giving up now, playing life day by day for the time...
well this weekend for the most part pretty much sucked. missed a message from a friend to hang out after work. ended up just sitting at home all night cuz i didn't see it till like 10:30. saturday, pretty much did nothing. went to work that night and was hoping to get off early to go to the griz game since the tickets were free and they were box seats. didn't happen. it ended up raining hard that night and people's power went out. and what did they do. instead of lighting candles and gathering the family together for a little togetherness time in the dark and breaking out the acoustic, they fucking order pizza. for 4 fucking hours we were busy as shit. and then people have to just stand around telling everyone else to do shit when they, themselves aren't doing shit but putting cheese on the fucking pizza. sunday, didn't do much either. went to work. wasn't busy for like the 1st hour i was there, and that whole time the managers were in the back cirlce jerking or some shit like that. so they decide to show up and help us for like 2 minutes and act like they did a whole bunch. well went to school today, and they handed out awards for who's who and stuff. hoped somehow to get most wittiest, but didn't get enough nominations. but i did get my class rank. 30 out of 353. with a 3.94 gpa. oh yeah. go me. | | |
| oh it's so hard to have someone to love.
and keeping quiet is hard.
'cause you can't keep a secret
if it never was a secret to start.
well, haven't updated in what seems like forever. well, been up to a lot of stuff lately i guess. went to a show last week, just an acoustic one but still pretty good. been working during the week. sad to say this, but i haven't been working enough, mainly cuz my bills and expensives are getting higher. i need to make at least 160 a month to cover car insurance, gas, and my cell phone bill. not to mention any spending money. so either i need to find a way to work more hours and get another job that pays more.
saw final fantasy 7: advent children, quite kick-ass. i def. was not disappointed. went and saw underworld: evolution last nite. kick-ass as well. and kate beckinsale is hot. anyways, been a lot of talk about prom. frankly i haven't thought about it much, but it would seem that the more i think about the more i feel like i really need to make an effort as to finding a date. but i won't talk much more bout that right now. but for the most part, my life is going the way it usual is, boring, uninspiring, and pointless.
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| the light looks good against the bruises on your cheek...
and how many times can i say i'm sorry, and really mean it?
happy new year's everyone. hope ur last few moments of 05 and first few moments of 06 went well very everyone. i'm sure everyone hopes that this year will go better than last especially me. anyways, been working the last 4 days. worked friday night, then went to see fun with dick and jane, pretty good cept for some of the silly moments i guess. saturday afternoon didn't do much. went to work that night, expected it to be busy, wasn't. went to a new years eve party. pretty good. worked on sunday. stayed till almost 10. went to work this morning. they called me in this afternoon due to a shortage of people. only worked a couple of hours though. well, school starts up again in 2 days. i'm kinda looking forward to it, but dreading all the excess shit that'll come with starting class again, and seeing people on a constant basis again. well. i guess thats it for now. l8r. | | |
| HURT MYSELF TODAY, ITS ALL FOR YOU, DO YOU LIKE WHAT I'M BECOMING.
CUT MYSELF TODAY, ITS ALL FOR YOU DO YOU LIKE WHAT I'M BECOMING.
PLEASE DON'T ASK ME WHAT I THINK, TRUST ME YOU DON'T WANT TO KNOW,
PLEASE DON'T ASK ME TO OPEN UP, TRUST ME, CAUSE I CAN'T....
WHAT A FUCKING DAY! WATCHED A KINGDOM OF HEAVEN TODAY, UNFORTUNATELY DIDN'T GET TO FINISH WATCHING IT CUZ I HAD TO GO TO WORK AT 3. I FIGURED NO ONE WOULD ORDER PIZZA TODAY AND IF THEY DID, THERE WOULD ONLY BE A FEW ORDERS. WELL I WAS FUCKING WRONG. FROM ABOUT 6:00-9:00 EVERYONE FUCKING PERSON IN OLIVE BRANCH ORDERS PIZZA. AND THERE WAS ONLY 3 OF US WORKING ON THE INSIDE AND ONLY 3 DRIVERS DELIVERING. HONESTLY, WHO THE FUCK IS SO LAZY TO ORDER PIZZA ON CHRISTMAS. THE ONLY REASON WHY I WORKED IS CUZ I FIGURED WE WOULDN'T BE BUSY AND I WAS GETTING PAID MORE FOR COMING IN. WELL I DIDN'T GET OFF UNTIL AFTER 11. MY DAY FEELS LIKE ITS WASTED EVEN THOUGH I MADE ABOUT 80 DOLLARS TODAY. NEVER WORKING A FUCKING HOLIDAY AGAIN. AND HOPEFULLY IF I EVER GET A CALL FROM FYE FOR A JOB SO I DON'T HAVE TO WORK AT THIS SHIT HOLE THAT IS DOMINO'S. AND AS MUCH AS IT PLEASES ME, I WORK ALL THIS WEEK AND ONLY GET THURSDAY OFF. GOTTA GO INTO WORK AT 10. IF CHRISTMAS IS THIS BUSY, I CAN'T WAIT FOR NEW YEARS EVE. AND FOR THE MOST PART. THAT WAS MY WHOLE WEEKEND. WORKING. DIDN'T GO SEE A MOVIE LIKE I PLANNED. DIDN'T HAVE FUN. DIDN'T DO ANYTHING FULFILLING. OH WELL THERE'S ALWAYS NEXT WEEKEND. OH WAIT, NO THERE'S NOT. I GOTTA WORK ALL NEXT WEEKEND TOO. WELL UNTIL NEXT TIME. | | |
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